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Friday, August 29, 2008
letter./ 11:45 PM
Dear you,
I know jolly well, you wont be able to read this letter.
Because, i never thought of giving this to you.
I tried so hard to make you understand,
yet day after day disappointments grew stronger and stronger.
I am so tired of all these but i still hang on to my belief because i was hoping that one day you will be able to understand you are not what you used to say.
However, my efforts were futile.
I forced myself to accept this defeat and to forget you,
but i just cant.
In fact,
i let myself to plunge into this bottomless pit.
I thought love would reciprocate, but i was wrong.
Darn wrong.
I put in my heart and soul into this,
But your final words were- 'let's end it'.
I have learnt to accept your flaws, your character and you,
day by day.
However, I never had the foresight to see such a tragedy coming.
It has finally ended.
It pains me and hurts me so much.
You wished that i was here with you all these while and i have.
Cant you appreciate and see that i am making an effort to do my best.
I thought that you are the only one who truly cares about me.
But, i was darn wrong again!
I failed to let you see that we have a future,
instead,
you have inflicted me with so much pain and misery.
I gave you everything that i have,
priortise you before anything else,
how much more do you want?
I wrote this letter a thousand times,
just to make sure that my inner thoughts are written here clearly-in black and white.
I know i am dumb to do this,
because i know that you will never recieved this letter.
Never ever.
I have no regret in knowing you,
in fact, i am really happy to know that you actually cared for me.
Furthermore,
I never regretted my decision and to stick to it for as long as i could.
My last words to you-
'I love you.'
Yours sincerely,
Me.
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hello there!(:
I wonder if anyone read kenneth's blog.
oh well, i am his fairy who writes on his blog whenever he doesnt have the mood to write a poem or a song.
And this is just the first poem that i decided to publish out.
Do feel free to give comments.
I would love to improve on it.
Take care, kenneth(:
Love,
lil fairy.
p.s.my poems aint as good as kenneth. So, pardon me.=D
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